Category Archives: Rami Shapiro

Transparently formless in this form

Even now we are still holding back from what we can become.  We are held in place through repetitive habitual thought and action but where we are within the parameters of choice allows for this moment to be pure.
 
Doubt provides space for new input.  Notice how you feel when things do not come to you right away.  Guidance comes in subtle forms as well as in blaring announcements.  
 
Figure this into the equation: Once we have committed to believing we can be of service, we are.  
 
Present yourself to your week as if you are an apprentice. Learn the craft of listening to what your life presents moment to moment and see the pattern behind the scheduled comprehension you have previously trained yourself to expect. 
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As we binge-watched Transparent with my folks down in Florida, a notion cropped up. Perhaps people are born into “the wrong body” to teach us both not to be defined by form as well as offering the rest of us the opportunity to become more understanding.  The show follows one families’ journey through confusion and depression towards generational healing and liberation. 
While in Florida I also started to read Rami Shapiro’s Open Secrets, in which he relates that despite being a successful published author with a thriving congregation, Rami got depressed and didn’t know why. He was told by his rabbi that he had to start reaching out beyond his Jewish readers, that he had to bring Judaism to those spiritually seeking outside the tribe.  
We have varying degrees of privilege which will not keep us from sadness for the human condition is temporal.  There is suffering but we are all being called on in our own way to teach one another not to be defined by form while we become more loving.
As we journey into the new year, may we not be seduced by exhaustion and complacency but be lifted up with the possibility of embracing our formless expansion that hugs us beyond our labels, stories and excuses.
Happy New Year

 

Gigging towards the mapless land

Magnify what you need into a grand spilling over; a monarch splashing of your finest.  Perpetrate the crime of the millennium and steal suffering and exchange it for universal happiness at the unseen change station.  Then, spend it all in one place. Be as still as you can and fountain happiness until everyone becomes so saturated we make time and space cry uncle while we all let go; free.

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IMG_3376 Julia and I are fortunate enough to be in my aunt Jan’s monastery by the Wissahickon river. Once we are inside, whatever troubles we were wrestling with fall away like the leaves outside.

We started the weekend in Virginia where we got to stay with our amazing friend Cindy Koch who teaches 5th grade versions of Sheldon from the Big Bang Theory.  During the weekend, we got to play with a Jewish Reconstructionist service, for the Focus folk music series, and a Center for Spiritual Living.

A beautiful man named Herb Cooper-Levy lead the reconstructionist service and helps to run the Focus music series.  It was a gift to meet him.  He was a laughing deep running river and turned us onto new twists to familiar things.  In the Jewish service there are prayers and stories that I know by route but don’t always appreciate.  For example, Mah Tovu, notes how beautiful the tents of the Israelites are as they camp in the desert. Herb’s translation was: “How beautiful is your temporariness…And the places where Eternity dwells within you…”

He also turned us to Rami Shapiro’s commentary on a piece called Lech Lecha. Lech Lecha is the story of Abraham leaving the land of his fathers and going to a new land where he doesn’t know anyone.

“If there is a single map of the spiritual journey, this is it. The Hebrew Lech Lecha, translated here as    GO FORTH, literally means WALK INWARDLY.  This journey is not an external trek from point A to point B, but an inner transformation from ignorance to truth.  It is a matter of knowing rather than of going.

This is what it means when Torah says Lech Lecha:

Free yourself from the conditioning of YOUR NATIVE LAND; free yourself from the bias of culture and religion.

Free yourself from the conditioning of YOUR RELATIVES; free yourself from your tribe and all the jingoism and xenophobia that comes with tribal politics.

Free yourself from the conditioning of YOUR FATHER’S HOUSE; free yourself from the prejudices that formed the world of your childhood and color the way you see the world as an adult.

Without the conditioning of culture, tribe, and family you are left with no map just the territory. This mapless territory is the LAND THAT I WILL SHOW YOU.  This is the LAND that is only visible when the map is tossed aside.

How shall we do this? We are not talking about improving the map or replacing it with a better one. We are talking about living without maps altogether.  How can this be done?  By noticing where you are conditioned.

Pay attention to the thoughts and feelings that arise within you in different situations. If they are constricted and fearful, ask yourself where they come from? See if they reflect an honest assessment of the situation in which you find yourself, or if they simply reflect a mindset that is at odds with the truth.

As you become more aware of your conditioning the conditioning has less and less of a hold on you.  When you see that you have been taught to think one way or another, you begin to wonder if those thoughts are true or just a matter of habit and conditioning.  If you allow this wondering to grow within you, you will find it harder and harder to maintain your prejudices with any passion and conviction.  They will drop away of their own accord. You will be in the mapless land. And this is the LAND God wants to show you.”- Rami Shapiro

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May the people you meet this week give you unexpected treasures of perspective.